Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I could never follow

Well I was chatting with Goddess about the guy I went out with last night. So, I'm gonna stick some of the stuff I mentioned in our chat in here. I'm really not sure about this guy, I was thinking today, as much as I love bikes and this guy is scared/doesn't like bikes, I'm not sure I can really be with someone who doesn't like bikes. I just don't feel anything for him, and I don't know what that means, maybe I'm just looking for a friend right now, and maybe I feel that would be wrong for him, because he told me he was looking for a gf. I'm just so confused.
So here are some rambling bits from my chat with Goddess:

I'm indifferent about it, I don't really feel anything, I'm trying to figure out what that means I think I was more intrigued that someone would think I was good looking and ask me out on a date. And then when we were talking, he said he loved the Chevy Corvette, but he was scared of bikes, that he was in the Marine Corps, and he didn't like country music. And then that he never watches TV, and he seems not so interested in the Marines, even though he was in the USMC, I find that wierd, I've never met a Marine that wasn't really interested in them, course I only know one that's not currently active, so... He just seems so indifferent about them, and that doesn't make sense, the other Marines I know, are not exactly 'active' but still interested in them. Plus, I've always heard, they're like a calling, it just doesn't sit well with me, that he's so indifferent about them. Plus I almost feel, oh, I don't know maybe a little smothered, he came into work today to look at some pics on my laptop, but I was busy and he said he'd come back later, Ialmost don't want him to come back, I don't know

And, I'm pretty sure no one reads this, but if someone other than Goddess does and has some input, I 'd love some.


Goddess said...

Hey! What about *my* input?? What am I? Chopped liver? Sigh...

WW said...

OK, I didn't mean I don't appreciate your input, I just meant, I think you're the only one who reads this, since you're the only one who ever comments.
You know I always welcome your input.