It's gonna end

It's so sad to see a show go into the ground. I was all ok to see the end of Supernatural with Dean being eaten by Hell hounds at the end of last season (ok, not OK, but I could handle the end, it kinda seemed fitting), but now that an "angel" has pulled him out of Hell because of the coming war between Lucifer and God, I know this show's gonna be ending soon.
When you add a war between good and bad, the show always goes to hell. I used to watch Joan of Arcadia and when they injected in the guy that was supposed to be against God and that a war was coming with Joan being the leader of the "troops", that show didn't come back for another season.
And Tru Calling when we decide there's an alternate force whose trying to keep the people dead, when Tru is trying to save them, and it ultimately becomes a war between them, that show came back for a very short 2nd season, I know it's on DVD but I've never seen it. It sure didn't last long after creating the War Between Good And Evil.
It never works, and it really sucks to watch as people ruin a show.
We all know I love those boys and that sweet Impala, but I guess I'm gonna have to find me a good job (working on it) and buy all 3 seasons on DVD, cause that's the only way I'm gonna be able to see them soon.

Pinch me

Somebody pinch me. I just saw the MOST GORGEOUS CAR ON EARTH!!! The Impala from Supernatural, this baby:

Damn, I wish I had a camera

(ok so the Supernatural car has 4 doors, I didn't notice how many this one had, I was too busy recovering from my heart attack)

I wish...

Last Thurs, I woke up, and real life slapped me in the face. And it sucks, so with that lingering in my mind, I watched Supernatural, and it got me thinking about things.

Last week (5/3), the guys (Dean and Sam) were hunting a Djinn (genie), and the Djinn attacks Dean and makes him think that the Djinn granted his wish that his mother wasn't killed in a fire when he was young. This fire got their dad hunting the supernatural stuff, which brought the boys into the hunt as they grew up. One hunt the dad went off and didn't talk to Dean in awhile, who then went to find Sam and they took up hunting.
Anyways, their life was so great (the father had died of a stroke, apparently they couldn't get him to come for the episode though), Sam was happily in law school and engaged to his girlfriend (who died in a similar fire to the one that killed their mother after Dean recruited him for a hunt), Dean had a girlfriend and was apparently happy. Only he found out that all the people he, Sam, and the father saved, didn't actually get saved in this other life, so he went to find the jen and see what it did. Apparently it made his conscious think the wish was granted while it slowly drained his life away without him knowing it. In the end (after Sam brings him back), Dean's debating if it was actually worth it.
Sam: I'm glad you dug yourself out, Dean. Most people wouldn't of had the strength, would've just stayed.
Dean: You should have seen it, Sammy. You had Jess. Mom was gonna have grandkids.
Sam: Dean, it wasn't real.
Dean: I know. But I wanted to stay. I wanted to stay so bad....Ever since dad, all I can think about is how much this job's cost us. We've lost so much. We've sacrificed so much.
Sam: But people are alive because of you. It's worth it Dean. It is. It's not fair and it hurts like hell, but it's worth it.

It just got me thinking, that what if genies existed and they could grant wishes, or make you think they did. If they actually did this, and I had it happen to me, knowing what was happening with my body, would I leave? If I could have that one wish, would I give up this life for another?

I will fight for love until the death

I really gotta stop watching this show. This show being Supernatural, hell the car alone turns me on. Doesn't usually turn me on until I get into bed, but tonight, wow.
What I wouldn't give to have a guy here right now. It's just like everytime I see that commercial for Ghostrider. I am gonna have some dreams tonight. Maybe I can blame it on the alcohol buzz, course that's mostly worn off by now (except for being way too tired).
I was very lazy today, I went through all my CD's (purchased and made by me) to make sure all the songs were on my computer so I could make sure they were all on my mp3 player. I could have sworn I had the sonw Black Velvet by Alannah Myles, but I couldn't find it. Tomorrow I'm going downstairs with a couple CD's to see if there's any songs down there. Unfortunately there's not much food here, so I didn't eat much all day. So then about 6:30 I downed a 12 oz (yeah not very much, but I'm a tiny person) Bacardi in a few minutes. And almost immediately, I got that little alcohol buzz, didn't wanna move too much, very tired (that's still there), and very warm. And everything is way too damn loud.

She's As Cold As Ice

I was watching a TV show last night and they mentioned H.H. Holmes. And I knew immediately who he was. Am I totally nuts to know who H.H. Holmes is? And what he did?

Now, don't anyone go and post who is, even if you know.